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Monday, March 27th, 2006
5:38 pm	i love quizes Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: swiss cake rolls cake and frosting rolled into one delicious log Literary: Harry Potter Series I want magical powers Audiovisual: Bend it like Beckham I want to be Brittish Musical: Counrty If I listen to it long enough it puts me in the mood Celebrity: Brittany Spears Its like continually watching a train wreck, knowing that you cannot stop it, so sit back and enjoy Now I tag:- (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
1:13 pm	Its alive Dream: I was hiding in a bathroom stall, with three other girls from someone, who wanted to capture us, we were in a bathroom at an amusement park in Mexico. I dont know, and I probably dont want to know what this means. So I am updating from a mac today, and I find it really odd. I am so not used to this piece of crap. On a happy note, things are going well on the job front. I had a phone interview from The Hartford, and that went well, so I went to Chicago for a test, and I did well on that. So, in the next week or so, I should be hearing about what comes next, and with any luck I will be living in Charlotte N.C. in July. Classes are going well, I am doing better since midterms and spring break. Although I have senoritis very bad. Plus, I had a horrible realization that I would rather shop at Ann Taylor than the Buckel, or the GAP, or Old Navy. I am a 30 year old soccer mom stuck in a sexy 22 year old body. I have got the six month blues. It has been 6 months since I broke up with Jamie, and I miss him more now than ever. I think I may have a crippling mental deficiency that doesnt allow me to be happy in relationships when I am in them, but as soon as they are gone I deplore (I think thats the right word) that I ever left the relationship, and want back in it, and badly. I am a sad and pathetic soul. I was talking to a guy this weekend, and he was telling me how girls always screw him over, and I told him that I wasnt like that, and that I had never screwed over any of my boyfriends. There was silence, and I added that it was probably because I never stayed in a relationship for more than 3 months. He than told me that I was seriously screwed up, and that I had him beat. And that I was lucky I could find a boyfriend at all with that track record. Am I really that screwed up? I was going to check the meaning of deplore but on stupid macs you can only have on internet window open at a time. Today, I went to the grad fair, and bought my cap and gown, and wrote a special message in the commencement program, all in all it cost me a total of $40. And after April 29th if anyone needs a black cap and gown, they are more than welcome to have mine. As you can see I live a very dull life, that consists of school, home, and work. I have been so busy that I havent done laundry in about a month, and I am running out of clean underwear. Thats a plus to having an addiction to Victorias Secret is that it takes a really long time to completely run out of underwear. Current Mood: stick a fork in me Im done (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
2:22 pm	haha You Are The Chariot You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory. You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally. You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path. In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward. Your fortune: There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others. You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces. You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong. You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes. What Tarot Card Are You? (Comment on this)
2:14 pm	Yay!! Yay, I am happy, well there is a reason, but I cannot say just yet. Its happy news for me and my family. I am also stressed about the career fair that is on thursday. I really need a job, but I dont know if I will get one. I am starting to look, but what if I dont have a job? OKay I need to just take this one day at a time. First things first, let me find a company that I would like to work for and then post my resume, and then get an interview, and then get the job. So many steps in such little time. Okay, I will survive. And who knows what will come of this career fair, I may get an interview that day. I really have nothing new to write about, so toodles Current Mood: want to jump every guy I see (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
2:01 pm	Okay So, yeah, again I am to tired when I go to bed, or I have a splitting headache over my right eye and I dope myself up and go to bed. This means that I have not had a dream in a while. I dont know what is causing my splitting headaches, I think that maybe I need to stop smoking and have my eyes and sinuses removed. Yep, thats what Im gonna do. To the three readers that I have, I would like to say thank you for listening to me bitch about the randon acts of stupidity that people around me do. So I have another one for you. This morning on my way to school. The roads were pure ice. I mean I should have strapped on my skates and skated to school, because it would have been faster, and safer. I did not get into any accidents, but I did manage to try it about three times. The guy infront of me kept slamming on his breaks, for no reason. He must have felt like getting his piece of shit car ran into. Well, on one of his numerous brake slamming incidents I started to slide and almost slammed into the car in the next lane. While the poor person behind me went into the center turn lane backwards and somehow spun around me to be able to pass me. I had no problem with that, because then he got to see what I was dealing with, and then he wouldnt be mad at me any more. I felt like a deusch bag, because I had almost caused an accident. I hate people who feel the need to slam on their brakes for no reason while driving on ice. Besides that life is okay, except for my boss. I finally bought my plane tickets for spring break. So I wrote it on the calander at work requesting for those days off. She comes back all worried that I wont be here for parents weekend. I dont work in Kalamazoo, but there is a college where I work. So blah blah blah I feel like an inconvience. But that part that gets me is that she had 5 other college students that go to Hillsdale, and if they want/need time off its okay. What is Western Michigan University not a real college? I got the same reaction when I had to have my surgery. I am a college student so that means that I do not have that much free time, so when I do, I do the things that I really need to get done, done. But, maybe I should just inconvience myself a little more to please my boss. Never mind that my knee was killing me, I should have waited until after the holiday season to have surgery and risk being on crutches in the middle of january while I have to trapse around campus. Yeah that sounds like alot of fun. Oh, well, life will go on. Right? And Krista I agree I cannot wait for this semester to be over. But, I think I held out until the 3rd day of classes until I said so. But I spen $322 on 3 books, a binder, and highlighters. So, at least you will be having fun painting and all that stuff, I will be pricing bonds, and using my newly acquired "Excel Bible" to make excel spreadsheets the way they were supposed to be made. The "Balik style". Well you know what Mr.Balik, go shove it. Okay, seriously thats all from this section of the peanut gallery. Oh, one last thing two new words for you: WHALE TALE: When you can see a girls thong over the top of her jeans/shorts/skirt. MUFFIN TOP: When ones love handles hang over the top of their low rise jeans. enjoy jessicat out Current Mood: people make me mad (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 19th, 2006
1:12 pm	hello children Dream: Who has time for sleep. So its the second week of classes, and I am freaking out. Its way to soon to be freaking out about classes. On the plus side, I will be on the computer alot, so I may update my journal more. If you are good and dont complain. So yeah, nothing new, just another day, and more school work. If you feel the same way I do, then thats wonderful. Maybe we could start a rebelion and set fire to those teachers who think 30 hours of work a week is okay for a 300 level class. I have one that I would like to nominate now. But, I had better keep that to my self. Well see ya when I see ya Current Mood: study, study, study (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
3:58 pm	oh well <td align="center"> Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> Maybe I should stop all those jokes about driving the third shift bus to hell? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 12th, 2006
2:19 pm	Um... I really dont know. Dream: I was hanging out with Sherry and Blane (they are dating in real life and in my dream) and Sherry happens to mention that Nathan (a guy we went to high school with was getting married, but in real life he is already married(to a horrible, horrible bitch, why is it that army guys always marry the bitches?)) so Im like well cool are we going to go to the wedding? Then Sherry says that Jamie (my ex) is getting married on that day as well. So I about flip out, shove them in the car, and drive like a bat out of hell in Sherry car. Were on the freeway, and I am swirving and ducking through traffic like a pro, I mean we are in a scene from Dukes of Hazard here. But the only problem is that I keep on missing my exits. So finally I get off the freeway, on to some little state highway. Next thing you know I am wrapping a gift in the backseat of Sherrys car, well it would be rude to crash a wedding without a gift. But instead of leaving the light blue wrapping paper in the car, I fold it in half and take it inside with me (I guess this is supposed to be my weapon.) So I am inside and Im not alone in my dream, but I do not see anyone I know, and there are all these people walking around, and I see the bride in her boustea (bra) and the skirt/slip (the thing that goes under the dress and makes it all big and huge) and she is in bare feet decorating the arbor they are to be married under. When this woman all of the sudden comes over and is like "you must be Jessica" I tell her that I am, and she tells me that she has heard so much about me, and on and on. Now I am like, who is this crazy woman and this seems completely wrong that she is so happy to meet me, even though I dont know who she is. Then all of the sudden she calls out to the bride (I didnt catch her name) who comes over to meet me. Here I am standing in this place, comeing to crash her wedding, and people are introducing me to the bride, and its not just the three of us, I mean there are alot of people there. The bride is so excited to meet me, just like the last person, she tells me how nice I look and that she had heard so much about me. So apparently in my dreams I have alot of gall, because I asked where Jamie was. The bride told me that he was around, somewhere, and that she had to go, and that it was nice to meet me, and that she hoped that I enjoyed the wedding. So I am walking around in a line of people, (yeah there are that many people here that we are walking around in lines) and in a line going the other way, I see Jamie, who was not paying attention and didnt see me, so I whacked him with my wrapping paper. He is excited to see me, picks me up and kisses me. Yeah in a room full of people, on his wedding day. So I keep on trying to kiss him, but he keeps on talking to people, so I end up kissing his moving mouth (if you have ever had this happen to you, you will know what I mean). Then I was a little sad that he wasnt that into me, and I was so into him. Okay, so its long, and not really that complicated. I think its a sign I should call him. But I just cant bring myself too. Come on, I am not the only person here with pride. I think, that I just keep on thinking that it will be, or should be different this time. It should be, right? Or should I just let my grand delusions go, because it would not be any different a second time around? Why is it that I always miss what I cannot have, or if I can have it, I will not let myself have it, but still dare to miss it? I feel like Jamie is ice cream, or double stuffed oreos to a person on a diet, they know they can have them, but you just wont let yourself. I should become a shrink just so I could psycho-analyze myself. I think it would be cheaper. I could be my own thesis. At least I know my case would be truthful, and well accurate. I think way to much. If I put this much thought into my homework, I would probably have a 4.0. Other than that nothing is really new, I have a teacher this, my last, semester, who gave us a 21 page syllabus. and thats not all, we got a 45 page project packet. everyday so far we have gotten over 50 sheets of paper. Its rediculous. My most expensive book was $144.00. My cheapest was the excel bible at $30. Then a professor had the nerve to say that it wasnt that bad, and that they dont put our book list online to protect our bookstore. To me thats bullshit, if the books were priced more competitively students wouldnt look for their books elsewhere. I mean hello I am a business student, the university has an imperfect market on text books. A monopoly if you will. Well thats all from the peanut gallery. Current Mood: guilty (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
2:14 pm	well Well I dont think that quiz could have been more correct. I dont know whats scarrier, the fact that I am exactly like the quiz says, and possibly worse, or the fact that I dont care and I really dont want to change. But, hey at least I know where I stand and whats wrong with me. I think I am steps ahead of most people. I am having a terrible time with my new birth control, I have to go and see my gyno tomarrow. for the past two months I have had my period, about 3 days into my new pack, and well I am sick of it. So, Lisa decided that I need to come in for an appointment tomarrow morning at 10 am. I hate those appointments, and I hate having Dr. Farhat down there scoping things out. I am sure that every girl will agree with me. I probably should be more worried with my family history of ovarian and uteran cancer, but you know what I really could care less about it. I am sick of having things wrong with me. My three scabs on my knee can attest to that. But, I appeased my mother, and made an appointment to go. On other news I love my Ipod, I have bought about 3o songs so far, and well, I just love it. I think that everyone should have one. Its so awesome. Okay thats all for me for now. Toodles Current Mood: i hate the doctor (Comment on this)
2:11 pm	wow! with such accuracy The Priss Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf) Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss. Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy. These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards. Your exact opposite: The Playstation Random Gentle Sex Master You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing. ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy CONSIDER: The Manchild Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: prhlr (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 15th, 2005
12:41 pm	Oh my, where has the time gone? Okay, yeah, so its been a while. Somethings you just cant but help. So now that finals are over, and i am back in Jackson, and I have found a wonderful little cafe that has free wireless internet. So what is new in Jessicas world. Well its funny that you ask. For the past two months or so, my right knee has been killing me, so I decided to go to the doctor a month ago for it. Needless to say that a month and an MRI later I will be having orthoscopic surgery on monday december 19th at 1:15 pm Michigan time. I am a little worried, since the MRI showed no normal tear of my medial meniscus, and nothing else wrong with my knee. So the doctor, who comes highly recomended, really doesnt know whats wrong with my knee. All I know is that I cannot wear high heals for long periods of time, and that I cannot walk on it for long periods of time. So I am not looking forward to surgery, but I will be so happy if he can make the pain go away. Lets see other than that, I heard that Jamie, my ex, had a gruesime surgery, a 12 inch long cut wiht 30+ staples holding him together, so I thought I would be nice and get him a get well soon present. My present was three books and a magazine, and a nice little card, telling him to get well soon and to call me if he needed anything, or if he just wanted to talk. If I were laid up on a couch for 3 weeks i would love to read books. So I know he has gotten my present, and you know what? That asshole hasnt called me to say thankyou. I havent even heard thankyou through the grapevine, or anything. Not so much as a peep from him. Im not so mad that he didnt call me, as much as he didnt even say thankyou. I mean thats just rude, i would have called him to say thankyou. And you know what, if he wont call me I am certainly not going to call him. Back to my knee surgery, I get to have 10 days off of work, which will be awesome, because they fall over christmas weekend, and I work in a restraunt. So yay for me. Matt and Michelle are coming home for christmas, as well as my dad, we are supposed to go next friday and pick them up from the airport. Hopefully my dad doesnt flake out on me, and I have to go pick them up, because I will be off of my crutches for about a day, and I dont know if I will be able to drive to Detroit to pick them up. Thankfully if that happens I can just have Matt drive home. But we are all hoping and praying that that does not happen. On a whole other note, Matt and Michelle are making/want us to go to church on christmas eve, which is no big deal, but mmmm, I dont know if I want to go. Classes are over, I did well, in one class that I thought I was going to get a D in I actually got a CB in, which is very wonderful. I faired well overall. I am so glad that this semester is over with. In a mere 5 months and 5 classes later I will officially be a college graduate. You know whats funny, eveyone keeps asking me what I am going to do when I graduate. I like to answer grow up and get a job. Maybe I should start answering go hide in a cave, until I dont have to be a grown up anymore. Do I really have a choice in the matter? If I really did I would be all over that other option, maybe I will run away to europe, if thats possible thats where you will find me. Okay thats all from the peanut gallery. Toodles Current Mood: I have a tremendous head cold (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
9:45 pm	Just call me the Queen of Waldo Library. Well alot has been going on. I am the new Queen of Waldo Library on campus, you can find me there M&W from noon to 11pm. If you are seeking me out and it T&R try in schneider computer lab, the basement of schneider, or sangren. I dont know what I will do with all of the free time I will get back when schools out for winter break. I might just sit back, sleep in, and relax. This at school all the time, you know, for more than 12hrs a day, is just getting ridiculous. I have been on campus since 7:45 this morning. And I will be leaving when they kick me out of here in 12 minutes. So yeah, Heathers wedding was wonderful. Almost everything went well, except for Kristi the Bridesmaid from hell. I feel sorry for her husband, and yes, believe it or not she will be married within the next month or so. Heather was so beautiful in her dress, and Mike looked great in his tux (although what guy doesnt look good in a tux?). I had to tan, in order to not look so pasty in the photos. You know if Bill Gates could just figure out a way for the computer screen to give you a tan, with out any worse side effects, from regular tanning, I think I would have to buy one of those wonderful computers. He could make studing fun and cool again. Anyways, sorry for the tangent. But all was well, except my brother and I, we fought like brother and sister. It was pathetic, I threatened to drown him in a bath tub. While he was threatening to push me down the stairs. Im sure my mom regrets having so many children. It was a rough night, but I made it through with a couple of good friends of mine, Bacardi and Cola, you remeber them. Yeah well that might explain the horrible fighting that Lucas and I had. I think he was drinking whiskey so I know that did not help matters much. Other than that life has been boring, and uneventful. Like I said, you need me, Ill be in the library. I believe that the coronation will take place on the thrid tuesday of October, at 9:03am sharp!! Dont forget this will be a black tie affair (after-all we wouldnt want to enter the U.S.A.'s largest building that is covered with bathroom tile, in just our raggedy street clothes.) Okay, so maybe all work and no sleep, and definatly no play, will make Jessicas sense of humor go bye bye. Oh, yeah before I forget, I had accupuncture done on me while I was in class today. It was supposed to relieve stress, but mainly it was uncomfortable. Besides how is one little pin supposed to relive the stress of a college student, who is taking 18 hours, and works? Please preach along with me, because I know I am not the only one, who feels like telling their professors where they can shove their busy work. Because the last time I checked, I was way to busy with real school, to do your stupid busy work. Dont you realise that you do not teach my only class. I have 5 other teachers who would love me to study for their classes. But no, one professor thinks that they are the only friggin professor on campus. The part that gets me is that its a 100 level holistics class. Last time I checked the food chain, freshmen level classes fall below every single one of my other classes. Just wanted to get that out before I went home and had to sleep on it. Thats all from the peanut gallery for a while. Good night adn Good luck Current Mood: please poke me with a needle (Comment on this)
Monday, September 19th, 2005
1:21 pm	Its always inevitable okay so things were going great, until saturday night. On my way home from work on saturday night, I called Jamie to see if he wanted to hang out. No he couldnt because he got into trouble. He was on his way over to his parents house, where he incidentally spent the night. But, back to my story, he told me that he had gotten himself into some trouble. So, because of this incident I had to break up with him. I could not have this in my life. So if you want more details IM me, and depending on who you are I will gladly share with you. That happened yesterday, I feel like a horrible person for breaking up with him for this reason, but you know what, if you were in my shoes you would probably do the same. I just cant deal with all of this right now, I have way to much going on at school, to pretend like this doesnt bother me, or wont affect me. I told him to call me in a couple months after he got his shit together. I dont think that that was an unreasonable request. I dont think he is a horrible person, its just not something that I need in my life right now. I am willing to give him another chance, just not right now. SO besides that, I am one date short for the wedding, and well I now have to dance with ungly Robert. Yay me. Why do men always have to mess up my plans? I guess the wedding will be like prom, I have to worry about a date again. I think its to close to the wedding to scare one up, so I will be flying solo two fridays from now. Oh, well I think a break from the dating game is a good thing right now, I dont really need all that stress and pressure. School is enough, family is more than enough, and sorry for Sherry, Heather and Mike they will all have to put up with me again. Im sure they wont mind. Well thats all from the Peanut Gallery. Current Mood: sad to see something nice end (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2005
6:37 pm	Ha ha So I went to Jackson last night for my Aunt Katies birthday, so I ended up getting drunk. What fun that was. Because I trip over things when I am drunk, so I tripped over a cooler, and my uncles foot. But in my defense they werent where they were supposed to be. So anyways, I got drunk, thankfully I was home before midnight. I fell asleep and at 2:30 I woke up, and I was wide awake. I didnt fall back asleep until after 6. So I was not going to be up and ready for my 8am class. So I reset my alarm for 10am. Yeah I didnt hear that go off. I woke up around noon. So then I only attended 1 out of 6 classes in the past two days. I know its pathetic, but what fun it is to be drunk on a wednesday night. So after that my mom put me on a no drinking binge for a month. So from Sept 24 - Oct 21 I will not be drinking. I will be staying sober. Doesnt that sound like fun. In other news, I found out that my Aunt Barb will be bowling with Jessica Smith this winter. Yeah she hates my guts. Not just a little bit, but incredibly much so. The last time I had to deal with her, Brooke, Shelly, another girl and I crank called her all night long. Oh yeah, we were drunk, but we almost got into a lot of trouble. So I dont really blame her for hating me (just for that) she hated me in high school for no reason. Oh, well, the feeling was mutual. I hope she a shitty bowler, worse than I. I am a horrible bowler. And if I drink I get even worse. Can I just say that I love the fact that my cousin Heather is living vicariously through me. I really like the fact that my life seems like that mcuh fun to someone else. Although I do enjoy my life. Although I wish Jamie would speed things up, Im dying over here. Well thats it from me for now, my mom called and I need to talk to her Current Mood: I need help (Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
6:55 pm	I rock             jessiecat is love brought to you by the isLove Generator Okay so I am kinda bummed. I am trying to think of an acceptable birthday present for Jamie. I was thinking Lions tickets, but all home games are sold out. Then I was thinking about a concert, but nothing good was playing, and then I couldnt go, and depending on who was playing, I really didnt want to go. But then I thought Commedy tickets, and I found Ron White Tickets, which would be awesome, but I would have to work, and I dont know if he would go see Ron White without me (I dont know how big of a fan he is.) So I am stick, so I would like ideas for birthday presents for Jamie. We will be going out for 3 months, and well thats about it, so please give me advice. But other than that, I dont really have anything new. I saw Martha last night, we were at the Olive Garden for about 3.5 hours talking. It was great fun. I do feel bad that I didnt get over to see Barb and Rick this weekend. I will be over to see them next week. Current Mood: life is fun (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
5:15 pm	Hey, hey, hey Okay long time no write. But, what else is new for me? Anyways, I am glad to be back at school, basically because its my last year here at WMU (wasted more than U). I have a job, which unfortunatly gets in the way of my having fun, and seeing people that I care about and that I want to see. I also just got my dress fitted for Heathers wedding, which is so beautiful. I am so excited, its like prom, only I dont have to worry about a date. Plus, Jamie said that he would dance, since theres nothing else to do. I am excited, I love to dance. I went out dancing last thursday night, even though I did dance with a few guys, I did not kiss anyone, or grope them (too inappropriatly). But hey whats college for? Yesterday, Emily and I went out and pierced our belly buttons. I told her that I had wanted to on Thursday night. So she called me and we went yesterday. I was so scared, I made Emily let me go first. I thought it would hurt so bad, but it really didnt. My nose ring hurt worse than that. Its really cool, I am so glad that I did it, and that I was a big girl and it didnt hurt me. Which is more than I can say for Emily who screamed like a little girl. I was so glad that I went first, other wise had I heard her scream I wouldnt have done it at all. I decided that I am way to busy, and that I was not playing hockey this year. I cannot afford it, nor do I have the time, between 18 hours, a beau, a job, and life that I would like to live. So unfortunatly I will not be hitting the road harder than the books this year. I am already behind in two of my classes. I have a ton of reading to do, so I think that today and tomarrow, I will be on campus reading my books trying to get cought up. I only have 4 chapters to read total. Then next week it will be 5. So I am trying my hardest to stay on top of things, so I dont want to cry one weekend,because I am so behind. Thats it from me. My life can be fun when I want it to be. Loves Jesscia Current Mood: getting into the school grove (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
11:52 am	Hey, hey hey So, okay long time no write, I am sure that if you check all my old journal entries they also brandish that famous line. So alot of things are going on in my life. First I am dating very nice guy named Jamie. I seem to only care for long term relationships with guys with J names. First John (we wont go there), then James (again we wont go there), and now Jamie. Jamie is nice because he doesnt call me alot, and when he does he doesnt stay on the phone that long. Secondly, we rarly hang out, which is partly because of my school schedual, and because of his current schedual, so when we do hang out, its nice and fun, and we arnt to the fighting stage just yet, so its that much more fun. There is one, well two problems that I have with Jamie 1) he never kisses me, the officail count is up to 2. And when he does kiss me he asks if he can first. My mom says that I should tell him that "If you arnt man enough to just take one, then you cant have one. What do you think? I cant ever remember to tell him that, because I usually want to kiss him. Maybe he is playing hard to get? 2) He is so friggin tall. He is 6'6''. Im a whopping 5'4'', maybe 5'5'' on a good day. We have to look so odd together when we go out, maybe we look so odd that its cute? You do not know how badly I am hoping that that is the case. Okay, secondly my mom moved out of Butch's. We once agian have our own apatment, which is nice, except that Butch, apparently doesnt get the notion of someone having their own place. He is like that little kid that just wont leave. I told my mom that I just cant have him around me all the time when I am home. I am gone all week long, so I dont think that its to much to ask that he not stay there on the weekend nights that I am there. But, she certainly did. Oh well I guess I will just have to pitch a fit until she sees it my way. Finally last weekend my dad flew into town, and I got to see him on friday and on sunday. Both times he was with his girlfriend. I guess I have to start playing the I want to spend time alone with you cards, that work so well with my mother. The reason I say this is because on sunday I told my dad that I wanted to change cell phone providers, because where we had moved I dont get any signal. He wanted me to get a home phone, I told him that I could not afford that, and I would pay the contract termination fee, all I wanted to know was if he would still pay for my phone. He said he would, and then wanted to know who I was thinking about switching to? I gave him some of my options. All this time Denise (my dads girlfriend) was like yeah well its easier when someone else pays for it. And shit like that. Meaning that I would never ask my mom for this. Later that night we are all at my Aunt Barb and Uncle Ricks house, when once again I brought up the cell phone thing. This time, she really pissed me off. She said that yeah hes paid for enough with child support and allimony. I looked at Denise and said "hes paid child support? when was this? I was 18 when my parents divorced. SO I know that he did not pay child support for me." Then she makes another comment, about how he pays for enough for me and that my mom should pay for it. That was the straw that broke the camels back. I looked at her and said " my mom pays for all of my vehicles, all the repairs on my cars, my car insurance, my health insurance, anything that I need that I cannot pay for." She just looks at me and says " Well I see where you get your nickname from." Meaning Jessicat. I was so pissed. My mom was really happy when I told her that stroy. And dont worry I stick up for my dad all the time. Thats it from the peanut gallery. Current Mood: not from food though (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 30th, 2005
11:40 am	Hello Party People!!! Okay so long time no write. But please forgive me. I was in Europe!! I have to say that I friggin love Europe, and I know that I will be back someday, but my new ultimate goal will be to live there. Sorry boys Im moving. Since I have come back from Europe I have become a man magnet. So theres your key girls, go to Europe, send obscene amounts of money, and when you come back it will all be paid off by guys actually liking you. Since I have been home I have been hit on by countless guys, had a date, and made dozens of friends, I even got asked to dance. I was glad to hear that everyone liked their presents from Europe. I did put alot of time and effort into some of them. I have been unable to find a job, and with school starting I dont think that I will have a chance to get one, until the fall. So I am going on a second date with Jamie. Sadly my mom thinks that we are getting married, and tells me so daily. I tell her that its to soon for that, and that I refuse to think about that. Anyways, he is really nice, unfortuantly hes not much of a looker, but I have so much fun when I am with him. I think he may be a nice break from all the preppy, over procesed guys that I go to school with. So thats basically the over view of my life for the past two months. Please forgive me, I should be updating more when I have the time. Which should be twice a week. Current Mood: you know why (Comment on this)
Monday, April 25th, 2005
10:25 pm	what a weekend Thursday, I went to a Gospel concert with my mom. Yeah Im not one for Gospel music, but I went anyways. Just to cry, because on of the singers was an older version of James. That was a pleasant experience. Friday, I had to take Julie to the vets, she had been puking for 48 hours, and was not getting any better. So first we thought that we were taking her to MSU for the weekend, but they are really expensive and we decided to take her to a vets in Jackson. So julie went away for the weekend Saturday, she was better and she wasnt vomiting ver much. While this was going on, I went to Lansing with Heather dress shopping. She finally decided on a dress, hopefully. Sunday, she got solid food, but later puked it up, so things were not going as well as we had planned. Monday, she still is puking, but much better. Mom and I go to see her and talk to the vet. When we get to the vets office he tells us that he would like to do explorative surgery. This would be to conclude wheather she has either cancer, or some bowel disease. So if she has cancer we have to put her down, if she has the bowel thing, then she has to be put on steroids and that will cause complications with her diabetes. So we decided to put her down. My mom and I decided that it was for the best. So the doctor is going to do an autopsy and see what was really wrong with her. So I have cried all day, and have a huge headache, and I miss my kitty. So as you can tell, I have had a very emotional and sad weekend, and I am glad that I get to run away in 7 days. While I run away I get to go shopping, and all that fun stuff. That is all for me. Current Mood: I miss my beans (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 18th, 2005
12:46 pm	hi dream:: That it was Heathers wedding day, and a couple of her brides maids didnt have their dresses so we could wear any dress that we wanted to. So a couple of girls pulled off their brides maid dresses to reveal sexy red dresses underneith. I didnt think the dresses were ugly but, apparently the girls in my dream did. So then we have to follow an elaborate plan while walking through my aunt and uncles house before the ceremony. About half way through the walking thing, we all decide that we are going to cut corners and not do it properly. Then Heather starts to cry so we do it correctly. After the walking ritual, Heather hands me a tool belt and tells me to go put together the lawn chairs for the ceremony. So I head out to the garage to do so, when my aunt Barb is like we have to go to Sams Club and get these things for the reception. So Barb and I go to Sams Club, and then on the way home she tells me that we have to stop at the bank and deposit my uncles $600,000 certified check that he got. So then we come back, and Heather is freaking out that she cannot find her dad, and I help her look for him, and when we have searched about 1/2 the house she tells her mom to go look for him. My aunt Nancy decides that he must have went to Sams Club goes to leave and get him. I tell Heather that I went to Sams with aunt Barb so he must be in the house somewhere. So we find him in the garage putting together the folding chairs. I run to catch my aunt before she leaves, and when I open her car door she is really ugly. I would like to thank all the brides in my life who have made these dreams possible. I have a wedding dream about once a week now. And they are always fun and exciting. Not that I have a problem with fun dreams, I just wish they would stop being about weddings. So its finals week, and as of tomarrow I leave in 2 weeks. So I have a final in about 4 hours that I am not prepaired for, nor do I plan on being prepaired for it. Besides that all is well. I went shopping yesterday for luggage and got two great pieces for Europe, and I think that they will be perfect for what I need them for. I also bought John Grisham's "A painted house" which I have already read, but I wanted to re-read it, so I bought it in paper back. Can I say that Today there is only 2 weeks until Krista's 21st B-day. And I was wondering what she wanted for her birthday? I also need your address Krista, for where ever you will be staying this summer. Please and thankyou. So I had better get to studying. Wish me luck on my finals Current Mood: study, study, study (Comment on this)